The cruise was nice. We made it fun. I guess you could say it was "beautiful nice" but the kids were rubbish. oh Marcus. Sexiest accent ever. Kids were very rude to us so we were rude back. We almost won $1000 in bingo. I did so many things illegally such as well, gambling, being in 18+ clubs until they carded me, being in the casino under 18, drinking champagne (well, my grandpa told the lady it was okay), and can't forget working out in the gym and being under 18! Hah. Escargot was good, and the ship was okay... towel animals are awesome and so is coming back to your super comfortable bed to find mints on it. Rolaids are really yummy. Nova Scotia is beautiful. Beautiful nice. I got cool sunglasses and a tag heuer watch. I've got a full tank of gas and 3 days until I move away to college.

I came back and everything was the way I left it. I walked into my room and just bawled my eyes out. I miss him so much. Everything reminded me of him on the cruise... the asian cover band playing bohemian rhapsody, the water views, even seeing the damn hot dogs. I would notice things and think of some sarcastic comment we both would have made. I feel like I'm missing my other half. I don't even think he feels the same way. It's so hard to just relax because I know everything will be okay. This will stop, I just don't know how. I'm a liar. I do know how. I just don't want it that way.


I've got a full tank of gas. Call me.



rubbish rubbish rubbish.